Lone Wolf

Stupid freaking Nazgul Helghast don't die unless I have a magic spear which I can't get without having to immediately fight a stupid Helghast and anyway the only chance to get one was half of the book ago and I didn't know I needed it and even if I had taken it I would have given it away to stupid moron Rhygar guard guy because of stupid empathy toward NPCs.

I think I have to start the whole book over tomorrow. Or at least back to the last part I did right, when I cleverly avoided being assassinated.